Tuesday 21 June 2016

Society is a Bastard

Society is a bastard.
Iliniambia money is power,
Design hadi inaeza tumika to buy our sanity.
Najua watakulipa ndio udemonstrate,
But ata wakitry ukikufa life yako hawawezi compensate.
Kitu society haikuniambia ni my life is empowered.
Not by the power others think they have over me,
But by the power I hold within me.
The power of having an independent brain.

Society is a bastard.
Iliniambia education is key.
Iliniambia exams ndio hudetermine the final say.
Design ilibidi niamke zile hours za wee,
Just to cram my notes from cover to cover because nlikuwa na exams the next day.
But kitu haikuniambia ni system ya education mattered.
But was it just so my papers feel flattered?
Zikiandikwa good grades,
Ndio zifeel priceless...
Because to date najua kunao ukiwaambia my website is @ Catherine under score Lyna,
Wao hudhani under score pia ni jina yako.
Haha!

Society ilinifunza division kabla nijue unity.
But I had to reason out that division is meant to unite us
I mean, maana ya kutoka kwa tribes mingi ni so that we can appreciate the uniqueness in other cultures
Kwasababu hio uniqueness ni so awesome.


Kwa hivyo this is for those politicians wanapromote animosity in the name of tribal narratives.
This is for you who gives them the power to buy your soul, your independence
This is for those who believe that they have understood the essence of living.
Kwasababu wanaeza afford to buy all the apparatus that allow them to live.
This if for those who think like the cockerel,
That the sun rises to hear them crow.
That wanaweza summon the moon na stars.
Kwasababu wamearrive.
Kwasababu wako na power.
But who ignore the fact that mtu anaweza lala in only one bed at a time,
Sit on only one chair at a time,
Na kama tu the rest of humanity,
Their date of death is hidden from them.

Tuesday 7 June 2016

DÉJÀ VU

They say man is least himself when he talks in his own person, give him a mask and he will tell you the truth.
I'm not going to censor myself to comfort your ignorance.
I do not know if I can convince you to reason out with me, but I am me and I'm not sorry for that.

Now I know change is good but each time I have seen change often was it for the worst.
So blame my roots for that matter.
Actually I do mean to use a lot of sentences to help us be on the same page, so how about a chat with your brain?
Which language should I use...
"Nilipokuwa mdogo news ilikua kitu politicians respond to A.S.A.P. but sikuizi tumechukulia mapresenters wetu kama actors."

I am not pointing fingers, neither do I appreciate the taking of sides.
As a matter of fact, if anyone of us is guilty,
Then to find the guilty you need not look far, just look at the mirror.

Tribalism;
I do very well understand the love of your own kind but that should not lead to the hatred of another.
Ain't we all Kenyans?

Policemen;
  "Because while trancheons may be used in lieu of conversation words will always retain their power.."
Let me narrow that down for you. We all know that a kid should be punished for his/her wrongs right?
But why punish the kid so much that it raises the question "was that crime so vicious as to warrant that kind of punishment."
And if the kid is really on the wrong, then what good is the punishment if its administered without justifying why he was punished and showing him the right path afterwards?
And why give him a punishment that does not really fit his mistake. 
I hope I did not loose you between the lines.

Polititians ..... Feuding
Yes, we all know as a matter of fact there's always an opposition party, there always will be. Bt how come we forget we are all fighting for the same thing that is for the betterment of our country.
Maybe that's just me, and honestly I'm a little bit confused here.
Is presidency just for the power or for the betterment of our country?

Remember remember the late two thousand and seven massacre.
Late because it is dead and gone.
I know not of any reason why that bloody season should ever be forgot.
Or do we need V *(from: V for vendetta) to tell us that?
We are our only way out.
We can not allow ourselves into another déjà vu of that sort.
Are we on the same page?
Now this is only me, I know you have your own opinion
I'm merely just thinking out loud.

Wednesday 1 June 2016

Love?

Ever wondered what love really is?
Not because you do not know but because your experience of it just disapproves your thoughts.
Has experience ever hit you so hard that anytime you are so happy you get so scared?
Ever loved someone so much your only mistake was to love too much?


I remember reading somewhere, "life is just like playing a game of snakes and ladders just when you are getting along fine, happy or rich, you get zapped back into the mire"
Undeserved and unexpected.
But look at it this way,
What if those zaps represent the external world or life, while your so called climb up the ladder is your fight against life.
What if you grasp hold of those zaps and use their energy as your energy?

It gets tough sometimes.
I mean, sometimes its hard to breathe, feels like flailing and scuffling a string of disasters,
Like your lifestyle is in a mess.
Sometimes its even hard to keep moving forward and stay focused.
I'm sorry to say this but sometimes, its hard to stay grateful, to say thank you, because of the pain.
I know that.
I have been there

At times we are very stubborn like a beetle caught in a flood, clinging to our old ladder, half drowning ourselves in the process.
You know what I think?
Forget dogma and rules. Do not get entangled with other people's ideas or labels.
Instead find your own truth by living and really loving every moment with passion.
Meditate. Take each moment and live it with wonder. Live life the same way you listen to music, with wonder and joy for every moment. Be free!
Don't get confused.
Enjoy it while it lasts as long as it lasts.

Yeah! No kidding it will make you crazy.
You spend your life time in a comfortable dream state believing in destiny.
Then reality snaps you awake like a kick in the teeth.
Bad things happen as often as good things.
People who think they're meant to be together, aren't.
Turns out we're nothing more than chemicals hurtling through space, haphazardly bouncing off each other feeling stupid we ever believed there was some grand plan.
Well what do you know?
Love ain't always enough.