Monday 16 October 2017

Patience Unlimited.

Ilianza na hey! Text
Then please call me
Wrong number text
Will you call me?
I'm outta credit
Just text me
Redeemed bonga points
You gotta cool voice
Can i call often?

Sweet nothings!!!
Na nikaitikia.....
But but heey heey... "Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks."
So does that still count as sweet nothings? Coz the bible doesn't lie right?

I hope you wanna stay for a long time because my heart really likes you.
Nikamuandikia letter... So it read;

"Mapenzi ilikua ka sleeping pill
Usingizi sipati ka sikufeel
Sili, na nikila
Mapenzi yako inanifill
Touch my broken heart nitaheal
Utanikumbuka still
Mapenzi ya real
Doh less na affection free
Baby nilipromise nitakupenda for real
Hadi life ituplace apart
Utengano sio issue
Ulibreak the deal
Ring finger kidole kama seal
Memory zako still green
Smile ulimake when i said nakufeel
Nitakua nalies nikisema niko fine
Na kama kukupenda ni crime,
I said ita lawyer atanichorea fine..."

Broken...
Broken sasa na sio the first time
I bet the rest as they say ni history
Si God ka unanipenda then my defination of love is rogue...
I mean;
            All i ever sought was love...
            All you threw back was thirst...
            A thirst for more.
A thirst that you didn't maybe yet want to satisfy...
Si ni funny you say you love me?

My past is so dirty
Sins zangu zimekua dessert ya hii meal; brokenness
So unworthy ata His sight and tolerance sideserve
Alone in a desert.
Nimeoverdose on drugs,
Full of lust,
Mischief...
Sexual sin...
My thoughts are deep in sin.
Wamenijudge,
Nikodamn busted!
I mean;
Ka nyinyi wote ni sinners trust me I'm the greatest.

My present?
Naskia nigive up
Faith yangu haishoot up
The reason for my existence imeshut up
My present?
Price ya prayer inaseem kuhyk
Bei ya uchumi ikirise
Si nafeel umenijaza na so many burdens
Si God ka unanipenda then my definition of love is rogue...
Si ni funny you say you love me?

Lord when is too much too much?
Naskia nigive up
I just wanna let go
But "but they told me, a man should be faithful, and walk when not able and fight  the end but I'm only human"

My sins resume is so long na if at all kuna mark ya salvation
Then im so far off the mark
(Sing);
" and i could throw my fist in the air demanding answers, but ibspite of all the questions, im still giving you my life...
If it doesn't turn out like it should.. It doesn't change the fact your always good, your ways are higher than mine.. And the truth remains the same even when i don't know how to pray but what i know, is that you my God are real, no matter how i feel, you never let me go, and what i know, is there will never be a day, you ain't just a breath away.. Through it all I've gotta hold on to love that's never failing, to hope that keeps on saying, carry on.. Through it all I've gotta hold on to what i know.."

Amesema
Bei ya wokovu ni price-less
Prayer na bible daily si ni price-less
Somehow kuna assurance iko in my heart siwezi ishake off
I mean hii story iko na Genesis, Exodus, Canaan pia...
History ya God ni beginning
Hii story ya God ni my beginning
His grace imekua alive through men sinning
You question your past?
It ain't your last
Na kama hio yote ni hard kukumbuka, hold on to this;
Jer.29:11
Great plans to prosper you
You ain't seen the last
Temptations, a must!
Ata Yesu janguani alineed word
A bit of faith-trust
Small enough to move a mountain
His word ni fountain
His love knows no end
His patience is unlimited
His grace- sufficient
An only son He gave for your cleansing.