Short lived

A family of grouse racing through the grass, blackbirds and rocks tending their nests,

The trees flaunting their fresh green leaves and the field full of white blossom.

The refreshing scent, the beautiful scenery.

Boy had it been long since my world felt this ressurected!

From the N to the O to the N to O.

No defined word describes the captivity my heart is held in by him.

The beauty he holds, the stares he gets,

The hope he stirs up in me, the cares he gives,

And Man! The fame of Christ that is inside of him

So few I have met with a full heart, but the uniqueness in his...

Forgive me love, I have been doting on you.

Picturing me and u together, through every weather.

Far as it be from reality, I'm stiffling bearing it all.

Not to complain though.. but Lord, a miracle perhaps...
Just for this to last a little bit longer if not for eternity.
For it will not be long till I find a way, to run away.
Because I can not bear being the lead.
Because each time I have known love,
I have not known reciprocation.
Maybe it is better in radioactive that i repell the ones I love, keep things simple..
Absence makes the heart grow fonder ,or so I have heard.
But I will choose time and again to just run away,
my apologies darling,
But I got to run..

Unless by a miracle, just by a miracle!!
Lord can I please get this miracle?

God's hands will mould me.

I had an encounter today, Standing by the mirror.

Face to face with imperfection, I starred at my reflection,


Neglecting all her potential, But dwelling all in all on her flaws.

She starred back at me, Communicating about me,

All the mistakes and wrongs,  All my expectations gone amis,

All the negativity she stirred up in me, about me,Lowering my self-esteem.

I gues starring and listening was never good enough, So today, you listen to me,

I have met very few people with a full heart, and you won't stop me from being one of them

This series of reflections you show me, just ain't who I want to be!

Yes, its been hard, many are the times i have wanted to be invisible.

Many are the times I thought I did not need the light, I just wanted darkness to hide me.

But there's a whole dream ahead of me, I won't say I'm wise

I will have my regrets, learn to call them lessons because I'm learning,

Learning to keep my head up, so you do not get a chance to pull me back.

For I won't think twice about going on my feet, to seek my father's face.

God's hands will mould me!!